“I hate you all
because of how much I love you.
because i breathe out pain.
because It makes me feel numb.
I do drugs
because then everything’s different.
because it gives me reales.
but in the end you’re all still a bunch of assholes. :’)”
a day where he’s the only thing keeping you going when you just wanna give up and end it all but you can’t cause then you wouldn’t get to see him everyday, feel his arms around you, you’d miss when he kisses your forehead and wipes your tears away tells you everything he loves about you and makes you forget all the harm you’ve bin put through you put the razor blade away and fight through the tears to show a smile you don’t believe in until that day comes again and he makes everything okay.